My journey as a Belieber. Happy 20th birthday Justin!

I've started liking Justin Bieber since the end of 2010. The first time I knew his music was through Hitz fm, they were playing one of his hits song - One Time. Truthfully, I thought it was sang by a girl. I mean, who doesn't? I really liked that song and I waited for the DJ to announce who's the singer, and turns out it was Justin Bieber. I thought to myself, I thought it was a girl? How come the name of the singer is called Justin Bieber?

I started doing research about him, and that time he wasn't that popular yet, so there weren't much photos of him on Google. I remembered seeing those pictures where people edited his face on a girl's body. And so, I didn't paid attention to him. But end of 2010, I don't know why I started crazily liking him? Maybe it was one of my friend's influence. And thanks to that, he even came to Malaysia for his first tour - My World Tour. I got really crazy and bought the concert tickets, wanted to get the VIP one, but it was sold out immediately. I still save the tickets :P

Before his first concert in Malaysia, I joined Justin Bieber Malaysia Flashmob with my cousin and friend. I told you I was really crazy about him right? Hahaha, I am not good in dancing but I participated anyway. And thanks to my dad who doesn't oppose about me joining it at that time. I think I really had a good experience. 

 The 2nd poster was made by me during the Flashmob party event.

And it was me at an event for Justin's My World Tour - to win meet & greet tickets! 

Sadly I did not got it :(

We practiced for I forgot how long, and many beliebers participated. We didn't know we could got that big. By THAT big, it means it got viral, and we were crazily tweeting about the flashmob video to Justin's twitter before he came to Malaysia. And guess what?!! He noticed one of the tweets and he tweeted about the video!! :)

This was the video which Justin noticed (not official)

This was the official video with pro photographer :D

Of course, how could I forget his first documentary movie? It's Never Say Never 3D! Because I participated in Belieber Flashmob Malaysia, we got complimentary premiere screening tickets so it's kinda cool of watching the movie with the entire cinema hall full with Beliebers!! I remembered screaming, laughing and crying in the cinema. It was great.

I found this photo on my photo albums in Facebook haha!

On April 21st 2011, Thursday. It was an unforgettable day for me, as a Belieber. It was my first time seeing him live on stage. The moment when he came out for the first time, my brain wasn't functioning well. I think it stopped for a while. I couldn't think, couldn't shout, couldn't speak. It was crazy. I couldn't believe he's performing in front of me, or is it my first time going to my fav idol's concert? I don't know. I remembered that my brain was totally blank.

I still have the tickets with me until now :)

To sum up everything I wrote above, I started liking him when he was 16 years old. That time many fangirls were crazy over him, maybe not that much now. I was quite surprised myself that I've been supporting him for the fourth year. It was my first time supporting an artist for this long. Along the journey, I had ups and downs too, as a belieber myself. They said "Being a belieber isn't easy." and I truly agree the statement. 

You know why it isn't easy? As most people know, Justin Bieber is one of the most famous celebrity in the world, he has numerous of fans and of course, haters. You know what I feel whenever people talk shit about him? I feel like I was being stabbed in the heart, it was pain, indescribable. Yeh, you might feel a little stupid or naive about what I do, but truthfully himself and his music brought me a lot of happiness, and I know what kind of person he is. 

Whenever I see articles about him on the newspaper, I would get really excited, but I knew it wasn't anything good. Medias tend to make up a "fake" Justin Bieber so that people could hate him. Or maybe people think it was "cool" to hate him. Idk? I defended him a lot last time, I cried a lot too. This journey was hard, but I guess it was worth it. I defended him because he doesn't deserve that much hate by people. 

Sometimes I have no idea when people say, "I hate Justin Bieber." Oh really? Why? Because he has a lot of money, or does he sounded gay, or does he get addicted to drugs? These questions are plain stupid and dumb. I rather not giving any response because I know people will say even more, and I don't even want to explain because I don't have to. I've learned from my lesson for the past years that if you stop talking, people would just shut up. 

Yeh, I get that "I hate Justin Bieber." sentence often, but I don't really care. Cuz I know what kind of person he is. Do you think medias or reporters or even random haters would know more about his beliebers do? I really have no idea why the medias wouldn't post a SINGLE PHOTO of him doing charity. He has done a lot, and I really hope people could realise more of this side of him :) 

People don't know, they accuse that he ONLY does shit stuffs. Everyone has done wrong in their life, but why people only point the arrow to him? I don't understand. Maybe he was a celebrity, and being perfect is his lifestyle? 

He was a teenager too. His private life and intimate moments with his family and friends were being disturbed because he is a famous celebrity. Sometimes I would feel sad for him. Does he ever regretted being a celebrity? Or does he prefer singing randomly on YouTube? 

I think of all the years I've been a belieber, 2013 was the toughest of all. And that's Justin's last year of being a teenager, 19 years old. A lot of shit stuffs happened, I don't even wanna remember anything... But it was important too, cuz it is part of the journey. His first time got into the jail, was one of the viral things happened. 

I accepted that he has done wrong, cuz he is not perfect. He learned from his mistakes, that was the important thing. Because of these shit stuffs he got more and more haters, a lot of fans left him and stopped being a belieber. I am thankful and happy that I still stayed, I believe in him afterall. Remember, no one in the world is perfect. He is a celebrity, and he is also a human being like everyone.  

Justin Bieber is someone who chased and followed his dream and he told us to never stop believing. He once said, "Everyday we wake up is another blessing. Follow your dreams and don't let anyone stop you. Never say never." He was living his life but unfortunately, this society has given him too much pressure that seems his behavior and act is inappropriate. 

I would use this opportunity on his 20th birthday to thank him for existing in my life. If I have children or grandchildren in the future, I would tell them about Justin. How he affected my life, and how important is he to me. People might not understand but you wouldn't know if you weren't me. I will always stand by you to support you through thick and thins. We still have a long way to go cuz it's just only the beginning, right?! 

I love you, Justin Bieber. 

Happy 20th Birthday. 

Mama's pre-birthday dinner + Sony NEX-5T

Finally had the blogging mood! Today I'm gonna blog about my mum's pre-birthday dinner! FYI, today's her birthday! Happy Birthday mama Chong!

On Monday night, we went out for dinner instead of today cuz my dad had to go back to Ipoh for work. So we celebrated few days earlier before her birthday. The exact restaurant name I had forgotten, anyway, this is a food post too. Pssst. :P Both of my cousins went together cuz apparently my sister wanted to stay over at their house to make a sponge cake. My sister had this enthusiasm in baking cakes or cupcakes but unfortunately I don't, and we don't have those ingredients and stuffs so she can only seek help from her friend. She's such a sweetheart, she wanted to bake a birthday cake for my birthday hahaha. I'm so sorry for not treating her nicely but anyway, she's my lovely sister. :P

The first time she baked at her friend's house after her final exam, the first time she made it but too less water and etc so the cake was hard like a stone haha. The second time she made it with my cousins and the outcome was surprisingly great! I wished I could have more than only a slice, anyway it's so sweet of her.

And yeah, the restaurant was located at around Kepong area, specified restaurant name I had forgotten.

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Few days ago, I requested my mom to buy something for my birthday present. She expected that I wanted an iPhone 5S, but nah, this time I wanted a camera instead. I have a DSLR but to be frank, it was so heavy that sometimes it burdens me whenever I go to a place. Like maybe a party, or to a vacation, bringing a big and heavy DSLR is not suitable for me. Of course, DSLR is encouraged for people who are more professional in photography or people who are interested in photography. I eyed on a camera for quite a long time, since last time I saw a random person holding a pink camera in the shopping mall. Surprising enough? Why do I eye on something that is pink instead of blue or purple? Lol, cuz there's only pink camera and it's striking enough and it's so beautiful!

It's the Nikon J-1! So beautiful right?! But the features are not that good although the price is cheaper compared to other cameras. My mum unexpectedly agreed and she asked me to discuss with my daddy and see which camera is better and worth to buy. So the next few days, she went to a shop and the person introduced her another brand's camera - Sony NEX-5T.

The lens looked even bigger compared to the Nikon J-1 right? Okay actually I haven't see the real thing yet. But anyway, looks like my dad had made up his mind to purchase this Sony NEX-5T camera. Can't wait till he's back and we can bring it home!!!

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It's another start of a week, and it's already Wednesday actually. So every Monday, Justin Bieber will release a new song for his new album! Last week was Heartbreaker and this week will be All That Matters! Everyone, please listen to his new songs and give him support okay!!

Fahrenheit

Monday night, my friend whatsapped me and asked if I want to go to Fahrenheit for an outing. Basically we went for karaoke and then in such a rush timing, we managed to find some friends!!

Caution: This post is loaded with photos.

Early in the morning, Isabel called me and told me she can go cuz the appointment with her mum's friends is cancelled (yay, lol). And then I can't sleep after her call, therefore I waited for Elva's arrival. So she came to my house at 11 something and around an hour later, my dad fetched us to Fahrenheit. The guys decided to have brunch at Sushi Zanmai before going to Neway karaoke. Too bad I already had my breakfast in my house so I "stole" some sushis from them. /hides/

 New faces on my blog! Callie, and Madeline. 

 Kerwen and her favourite "chicken". 

She seriously can't live without a day not eating chicken. 

 Elva's pick, yummy sushi. 

Isabel, Kerwen and Jiacheng decided to get a part-time work at Sushi Zanmai, so others have to wait for them for their so-called-interview. Not really, they just filled in the working form but we still had to wait for them. Hahahaha, no biggie. After that, we went to the Neway karaoke room. Thanks to us for bringing student cards and ICs, we could have a 50% off for student price. The place freaked me out at first cuz of the interior design, once the lift door is opened, there's something creepy hanging on top lollll. 

We sang from around 2pm, and we have to leave at 8pm. Of course we didn't sing that long lollll. Took some pictures in the karaoke room, and of course a few of insta videos but I have no idea how to upload it here. Maybe one day after I've figured it out, hah. And the best thing is, we are entitled to have a meal and a drink!! Okay it sounds stupid but why did we have our meal in Sushi Zanmai when we could eat in the karaoke room :P Anyway, they picked a few of the choices to try. Spaghetti I didn't try cuz they said it was rather salty, and others was quite good.

And at last... the photos we've taken.

Me and Madeline. 

 Kerwen and Yong Heng.

Kerwen, me and Yongheng.

Chilli with the guys. (Jiacheng where are you looking at)

 The girls.. (Isabel is missing AGAIN)

With the multi-talented Kyle.

Jiacheng, who's birthday is on next Tuesday hahahaha.

Yongheng Lim Alex. 

Me and Callie! ♥

 Small but cute Chilli.♥

Madeline ♥

And lastly, a group photo without Isabel the photographer.

Thanks for sacrificing dear Isabel ;_; ♥

By the way, Justin Bieber had just released a new song!! 

Heartbreaker. If I have the time I will surely blog something regarding of this song and him, and everything. 
(Please turn off the blog's music before playing the song ♥)

So what I’m really tryin to say is, and what I hope you understand
Is despite all the imperfections of who I am I still wanna be your man
I know it hasn’t been easy for us to talk with everyone being around
But this is.. this is personal, this is for me and you

And I want you to know that I still love you
And I know the seasons may change
But sometimes love goes from sunshine to rain
But I’m under this umbrella and I’m calling your name
And you know I don’t wanna lose that

♥